Date starting diet: May-8-05
Location: moving to New York in a month
E.D. type: mia/ wanna be ana
Have you been diagnosed/do you self-diagnose? diagnosed by a fucked-up therapist, very pervy.
I've been mia for most of my life, since I was about 10. It has been most severe for the past year. I'm never going to be able to lose the kind of weight I hope to by being mia though, so I really want to be ana. True ana girls are so amazing, I'm very jealous and I would give anything to be like them. I'm going to start fasting and I just wanted to join this community so that I would have some support. I feel so disgusting just posting this because I'm so freaking fat, but I guess it's better to just admit how fat I am and do something about it than just sitting around and being a cow and doing nothing. Any tips that you girls could give me would be great. Especially tips regarding diet pills and the pain that occurs when a person is a couple days into a fast, the second or third day is the worst and I always feel like I’m dying. Thanx so much to everyone! :)